For You...

Seperti biasanya gua ke kmps dngn ktrlmbtn yg gak bsa gua hilangin dn dngn lendir yg ada di hdung gua alias ingusss. Gua ngerasa sprti ank sd yg hobi nrik" ingus dmnapun tnpa pdli tggpn org. Hbs klo gua gk narik gak dpat storan dong gua alias ingus gua terbuang dngn prcuma. Ok pda intinya gua sdng flu. Dn skrg gua sdng di angkot mnju kmps gua yg tersyg. Mncoba ttp all is well walopun gua tau gua udh trlmbt 20 mnit plus mkirin flash org yg mngkin aja gua ngilangin. Apa coba ni lagu kamse deh, boleh gak puterin gua lgunya Taylor swift yg jdlnya 22 Biar gua smgt gitu. Kuliah gua gak sprti setragis yg gua byangin. And now in KFC I'm just thinking about tugas komunikasi ksehatan kelompok gua yg gak dpikirin oleh anggota klmpok yg lain.. Bukannya hri.hri gua pnuh dngan pengeluhan but what the purpose private blog coba? Gua cman pengen nuangin apa yg ada di otak gua yg cermerlang ini. Omg inikah yg dirasain mahasiswa yg srius kuliah ? Tugas tugas dan tugas. ! Damn!

gua pernah nulis di blog ini tentang gua yang pengen kisah cintanya kayak nam di film thailand crazy little think called love. yah kalo lu gak percaya cari aja ditulisan gua yang terdahulu. jadi singkat cerita dari film itutu si cewek yang sama jeleknya kayak gua jatuh cinta sama cowok yang sekeren eza gionino dan ternyata si cowok diam-diam juga suka sama cewek yang jelek itu. dan itu yang terjadi sama gua dengan si beliau yang sering gua ceritain di blog gua blakangan ini, gua gak tau dengan pasti kalo si beliau ini suka sama gua. ya karena dulunya dia cukup sering ngajak gua jalan yah gua tarik kesimpulan kalo dia suka sama gua. tapi bedanya kalo di film tuh happy ending sedangkan gua very bad ending. lucu yah tanpa kita sadari keinginan kita bisa terwujud walopun gak terlalu persis terjadinya. ok, gua udah lupain kisah cinta gua yang tragis dan sekarang gua mau cerita kalo tim BARCELONA gua menang wooyyy lawan milan 4 - 0 tanpa balas. pengen banget gua guling-guling dibeling terus teriak di mantos hahahaah :p udah sish cuman itu doang :D

wow kayaknya emak gua pengen tinggal di jakarta deh, belum pulang-pulang soalnya. dy gak tau apa anaknya yang tampangnya pas-pasan ini sedang dilanda rasa galau karena barcelona kalah sama ac milan dan ingin mendapatkan bbnya kembali. oh God, i'm so selfish if  not grateful to You. but,, arggghhhhh i don't know what i feel right now. weather i'm not the lucky girl enough? i know, Kamu tidak akan menguji hambaMu diluar batas kemampuan hambaMu dan semua akan indah pada waktunya. i'm not patient enough for  waiting this. I'm so frustrated right now, dengan semua apa yang gua alami. Help me please!! and for u mom, i hope u can  go home because i need u so much!! 

pertama - tama saya mengucapkan puji dan syukur kepada Allah SWT gua yang berbaik hati buat izinin gua hidup sampe dengan detik ini. tak lupa juga gua sampein congratulations for him who has managed to make my heart was broken and already have a new girlfriend.ya ampun bro,mas,bapak,opa please deh gua gak marah kok sama lu. ngapain juga coba? yah sakit hati sih iya yah but udahlah yah.toh ini salah gua juga sih yang terlalu polos ;;). gua cuman mau membenarkan perkataan lu tempo hari kok yang katanya lu gak sebaik yang gua pikir,damn it's true man! and just saran for u kalo lu suka yah lu deketin dialah tapi kalo pun lu emang gak suka yah yowes lu jauhin  dia dong yah jangan di PHPin ato di gantungin, emang lu pikir dia baju apa di gantung? yah dengan kata lain dia itu sebagai gua sih :D. hehehehe tenang sob gua gak akan bunuh diri kok! ;). yang bikin gua stres sekarang adalah rusaknya bb gua. yah ampun please deh mending gua kehilangan lu dari pada gua harus kehilangan bb gua yang udah sehidup semati selama 3 tahun sama gua. mulai dari ulangan waktu SMA,  bobo, sampe pup sekalipun gua bareng bb gua loh.. pengen sih minta ganti ke ortu but wow gak tau diri banget deh gua. emang  gua anak apaan? aiiiiisssshhhhhhh

haaaayyyyyy blog  hahahahaha i have a new hair cut lohh

i miss u... last night.. rain last... i came... i ate.. i drink.. u're smile, that's what i admire. love is easy. forget it hard. do they kno about me? about us? about my love? about my unlucky? always thinking about what? whether it was all a joke to them? am i wrong? whether love is wrong? i just love u. i know u don't love me and i don't expect more. but why do they all know? why u tell them about my love? whether my love for you just for a joke? i am so very disappointed in you :(

u know blog i still galau right now. i've tried to forget him but i failed. i've delcont him from my bbm but what i feel right now? i miss him, i miss him so much. Oh my God i'm going crazy. i don't know what should i do? i miss u're smile, miss u're dimple, miss u're eyes, miss u're lip, i miss everything about you. do u know? please call me or send message to me or something like that. i need u now!!

hay love, how are you there? i just miss u so much u know? it looks like u are no longer using bbm right? it's made me even more missed. i have u number phone's. but i don't want to call u or send message to you. i want to meet u but i can't. i want to forget u but i can't. u always in my mind and i don't know why?. i love u and i'm to selfish to have u. i don't know what should i do! really i've tried to forget u but i can't. i have someone who loves me but i can't be with him because i just want to be with u. u were too strong in my mind, i've tried to delete it but u know ? again and again i can't. i know really i know and i've convinced my heart that u and u're heart will never be mine but i failed. i still love u. i don't care about my words in English language true or false. if they did don't understand what i wrote? it's better for me. i just want to pour out what is in my heart through the words who don't understand the other person.

hay blog, wassap? long time no see hahaha. pertama - tama gua pengen ngucapin thank u buat kalian yg sempetin baca about my story in my blog. 1116 penayang, gak sebanyak penayangnya raditya dika sih.. it's oklah buat gua yg gak terkenal. wkkwkwkw. gua harap sih bagi lu yang baca blog gua commentlah , supaya gua bisa tau siapa aja yg udah berbaik hati ngebaca cerita-cerita gak penting gua.